Second week of practicum.
First week of teaching.

So far so good. CT is rather nice, though I actually prefer last year's.

As compared to last year, I find it easier to adapt to the environment and is able to switch to practicum mode earlier. Probably because last year's practicum was too busy, too stressful and stuff. Plus we were given back our seats, so everything was familiar and comfortable.

Just one stupid thing, the pants don't really fit anymore, belts don't help. and I spend a lot of time thinking what to wear, what I can wear everyday. This is so sickening. I was complaining to Huey Yee about this today. She was like "Wear dress, very fast, just anyhow pick one and that's it!", "Jurong Point! Go get from Jurong Point! They have nice dresses, and a lot are on sale!" Oh well, I stay away from (pretty) dresses, no fate. It especially doesn't help when the pants are either too big or way too long. Why am I born this way. Forget it. No point thinking of the impossible.

Well, two weeks into practicum, I still have not gotten my Jam with Kittens bottle. And I need new specs, I want JJ's 学不会 and Jam's Concert DVD. Oh, I need more sleep too.

battling fever. WHY!!! Practicum hasn't even started and I'm already so tired.

i hate you, fever!

and i want the Jam with Kittens bottle, but White Sands is so far! but who has the time to travel all the way there when I might not even have enough sleep. oh well...

gonna give up trying. will continue with the assignment tomorrow. and see a doc if you stupid fever refuses to say byebye..

going to sleep. i love you, bed.

Today's the last day of school…

快毕业了。心情……不好受。

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超伤感，超好听……

常会想为什么那么多综艺节目常会办一些无聊透顶的单元并取为《真相大挑战》之类的。其实很简单，真相往往让人不能接受，所以“听”就成了一种挑战。人经常沉迷于自己的错误，却不知道自己有错，反而把关心他们的人的忠告或想法看成是背叛、绊脚石，或不体谅。要知道，想害你的人永远不会让你知道你的错误，而是希望你一直错下去。在你埋怨身边的人不能好好的陪你分担烦恼时，想想他们是出于什么心态在提醒你。他们不是在责备你，是在恳求你看见他们心中的痛。

如果说多等于错多，那我也不想在劝了。只盼你早日感受到我的痛。

为什么人总是不能检讨自己的过错，反而是要不停地怪罪于与身边的人？
忠言再逆耳，也只不过是希望有改过的机会。何时才会了解？何时才能体谅？

彼此依赖，是爱不是负荷。
能握着手就是感动的。